No I am not Pregnant!!!!!

Yeah that is my belly you are looking at! Okay so I know what you are thinking because I have had people tell me. I LOOK PREGNANT! I don't just look a little pregnant I look like I do when I am seven months maybe even eight months pregnant. But I am not pregnant so please don't ask me when the baby is due. I sure wished there was a baby in there but there isn't I had the Dr. check believe me. So why does my belly look like this when it normally is very flat. Well........I am not sure. I have not been feeling very good for quite a while and I have pericarditis which is fluid on the heart and they think maybe the fluid is now in my HUGE belly. I had an ultrasound done and it is showing a large amount of fluid with a lot of black shadows that they don't know about, it could be scar tissue from my c-sections. We just are not sure, but we do know its not okay. I have been having a lot of chest pains and pain in my belly. And this HUGE belly grew very fast. This is so frustrating to me. I have a special kind of CT scan on Tuesday to find out for sure what is going on and they drew 8 viles of blood today. So I hope and pray that it is nothing but if it is something it can be fixed very easily. So I am warning you family and friends I am a little bit sensitive to this matter if you see me at church or on Christmas don't ask when the baby is due :(